I have lots of theories. They are applied to life. Applicable to anyone's life. I can't seem to apply them to my life. Meaning I myself haven't come to terms with them. And here I am, trying to teach others how to understand them. The epic failure I am.
I find myself failing in the same ways I used to. Acting as if I know it all. Insult people unintentionally. Violent tendencies. Unable to communicate. And a whole list of other bollocks. All because I had too much energy at those times.
Then? Well there has to be more for life to suck. Magnifying every single flaw in me, thus making myself feel inferior. Having the most negative thoughts from everything. Taking situations too seriously. All because I was too sad at those times.
This? Well, these are somewhat symptoms of Bipolar II Disorder. Low chance of getting it, but being me =/ I worry too much.
Females. Darn. Make life so hard. Come and go one after another. Each one taking a huge chunk out of me, wasting so much time and energy which could have been put to better use. A world with females suck. Then again, a world WITHOUT females would still suck. Weird......
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