Random

Alright, I'm not posting how I feel. (Actually, IDK how I feel lol) So this will be just me blurting out random thoughts, due to the recent extreme changes in moods which messed me up bad. This post shall be random gibberish from my mind which would be reasonably feasible.

Main cause of all sadness: Not happy enough. THERE. I SAID IT. LOL. I damn happy you all say I sad should cheer up more, good lor. Cannot get any happier to reach your expectations, so what happen? Really become sad lor. Epic joke and realisation last night :P

Period of extreme boredom, followed by extreme fun, then total boredom again. Yearn for fun is so great that I do retarded stuff (like sending flame mail to people who didn't deserve it :X) Then too retarded I feel sorry for what I did. Sadded.

Always when I realise some great truth, I always question it so deeply that it doesn't seem so true after all. Weird.