Friday, December 31, 2010

Mania

Awesome title yea? Says it all. I'm losing my mind sooner or later. Not just mind, control of emotions, actions, probably everything.

Homework piles up. Fucked. Hormonal rages. Even more fucked. Heck, why do I bother listing, when probably every single thing is fucked. Yep. I don't know anything, I don't understand anything, I can't do anything, everything I do is wrong, well, why am I listing again? Everything.

Now it feels like a mixed episode of bipolar disorder, which is kinda like when my emotions get wasted and cannot differentiate the feeling of sorrow and highness. So together, pretty bad shit happens eh. Yea not just shit happening. I can't judge things right. The few great moments in life I deem as shit as well. Very terrible effects from all this. Yup.

I used to be able to rant out craploads of words with beautiful vocabulary in them. Now life just sucks so bad I can't write anything.

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