The thing that sticks to my mind, well, SBM! Yea, I joined the SMB, went to my first sharing session! (Which was also their last for the year lol) If only I found that place like 2 years earlier. Everything there is wonderful, apart from the awkwardness, but that is inevitable, and will pass anyway :D The Sigalovada Sutta, thought simple, well, anything that processes through my brain becomes hard :P Opened me to many new insights, and even helped me help a few others :D The few days after the session, I felt happier, without much reason lol. Meditations, chantings and offerings I guess :D Just too bad I couldn't join them for camp......
And who knew my dad had so many treasures to share. The book of Zen, opened me to some insight to Buddhism, but lots to psychology :D I did dismiss some problems thanks to it. Loads more philosophy, and an olden Chinese language dictionary. So much knowledge, left hidden :O
Walking with dinosaurs, well, something new, but kinda boring lol. Then after got real angry, but managed to catch myself and ask why. Appeased my anger by myself, and not by letting in, thank you! Felt damn proud of myself. Then it was endless shopping (nothing worth buying lol) then dinner at Akashabu! Previous time was awesome, I remember eating really happily, this time nothing special =/ Wonder why.
Hehe, and tomorrow is WEDNESDAY! E-maths tuition, time to put my new mentality to the test :P What happens? No one knows yet. Wether I fall deeper into infatuation, or block out those implausible thoughts, :P LET THERE BE SELF TRIUMPH!
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