Weirdness

Crashed Jim's place today. Sexy. The whole day, basically sitting there and slacking. Some talk, some sing, some of everything I guess. Everything, except bridge. RAWR. All that slacking, well, really helped pass time?

Met Audrey for the first time :) Complicated person, but then again, who isn't? Brings many new opportunities. No one should know what I'm talking about now. Sad life. WHICH REMINDS ME......

I have to do a rant. Notice how I say "have to". Its getting way out of hand. I know, I have a brain better than normal (not boasting, just......). My thoughts, words, all more complicated. Something to be glad for eh? How to be happy when no one can comprehend your words? Thanks to Kelly (no sarcasm, really, thanks), the only one honest enough to outright tell me she couldn't understand me. I thought she had some problems with language, so I didn't bother, but then I noticed the body language of those around me. They all told me the same thing. "Don't understand". I have the better brain, I don't go boast like an asshole, I use it. I complete my work with minimal time usage and effort. People reckon me for an asshole...... Trying to teach others? People reckon me for an asshole again...... Why. The fuck. Wanting me to "stoop to their level of intelligence" takes it toll on my brain (somehow, lol). Yea, I actually have to THINK before I say. Then when I look flustered or hesitant thinking of what to say, guess what. PEOPLE RECKON ME FOR AN ASSHOLE. I do loads to help others with their problems, in life, and that has became a problem in my life. No one understands the advice I give, so why bother teaching...... BECAUSE I HAVE A THIRST TO. Being reckoned as an asshole, bad enough. Not able to satisfy a thirst, worse. No one understands, worst.

Never thought I had to post these words here. F.M.L.