Changed

I don't understand why it has to be like this. I have a family who cares for me so much. They do everything they can to make me feel happy. Yet, they never understand the problem when I tell them what it is. Don't really blame them, they're just simple people leading simple lives, yet somehow they have such a complicated son =/

Friends. Haha. I don't deserve any one of them now. What I have been doing are just failed attempts of poaching. Poaching is underhand, and I even failed at them. Beyond epic fail.

Depression, mania, depression, mania, depression. Scary. Seems so alike I'm a case of bipolar now. No wonder those people don't like me. Ignore me. In the first place I "poached" them, and now I irritate them.

What. The. Fuck.