Letting go is difficult alright. Been a long time. And desire comes right back at you every time. I know the desire causes suffering, but yet my mind does not want to let go of it? Weird. Wednesday is gonna be screwed. Basically the same stressed condition in class in front of everyone, only this time, in No. 4 lol. GG.
In the past I feel sad for obvious reasons. Now I just feel unexplained sorrow all the time. Most of the time. Still, one thing I learnt is that I don;t depend much on technology. Really. There's nothing my mother can confiscate from me lol. Even if she took away my phone, I'd feel no different.
Unexplained feelings are extremely vexing.
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