Saturday, July 17, 2010

Realisation

Not bad. Realised some serious shit today. Shan't talk about it unless you ask me, its too depressing......

I'm 15, but I have the mind of a kid. Yea, I hate it when I lie to myself...... What in the world is making me think I still have a chance with her? What is it that makes me want to study SO hard? But yet I can't? Time will tell...... I hope.

Mind of a kid has its good points too. Loving collecting models, but not as hard as Gundam bah...... Wasted so much money on that shit. Now on the hunt for Stikfas and Warhammer 40k ^^ Anyone plays can teach me stuff? I'm still new. (Haven't even started :P)

I already asked myself. What do I like in her? I was unable to answer myself, yet I am also unable to let go of her...... Maybe I'll find one convenient day and trash it out with relevant people...... Even if it means hurting myself bad......

Oh yea, its Warhammer 40k! Still can't decide which faction is my favourite...... Though I know which factions I don't like :P Anyone plays or collects 40k? Knows where to get in SG? Come on, at least 1 person?

She's probably already annoyed to death by me, but I still can't forget siol...... So many people put me down, still can't forget siol...... Even she herself gave me hint, I STILL CAN'T FORGET. This is just too wrong.

Why am I even alternating between 40k and her sia? Weird......

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