I work my ass off 6 days a week and i can't even have the 7th to relax. Worse is, you don't use that day to make me study. You use it to cramp me with tuitions, then bring me to see some fucking baby on stage doing some random shit which will screw up, then fatten me up with some ridiculously priced dinner. Worst thing is, you told me this just today, and the fucked up day is tomorrow. Like I don't have enough problems in my life...... Life is harsh? So harsh I cant even have just a few hours of rest a week? I am doomed to fail? I planned everything, you are screwing with my plan, and you say I plot my own demise? Working 6 days a week is so much better than you sitting in front of your computer everyday then eat then sleep then send us to places. Thats it. Think you know my life and how to lead it? Think again......
Lady is pissing me off badly but then moments later I find what she does cute. How am I ever going to get her out of my fucking mind? Not being disrespectful to her at all, just that my mind seems badly fucked from it...... To you, if you happen to read this and you know who you are, don't worry about it at all. Just lead your life normally......
Workloads increase, but thats nothing much. I can still handle it. AS LONG AS NO ONE FUCKING SCREWS WITH MY SCHEDULE.
Still have that feeling I'm not exactly accepted as a friend...... What the hell...... Nothing from 6B, nothing from 2B, nothing from 3E...... Not just as a friend, even as a family member...... Person who screwed with my schedule was from family...... Person who nagged at me like no one's fucking business over something I was so sure I put in my bag but lost...... Its not like I'm gloating over this incident or did it on purpose right? Self nag in my mind and you add on......
Oral exam on Monday? Well, with all this shit going on, can I concentrate? Obviously not so fuck it already......
Fucked up shit happens, life still goes on...... Give me too much shit, and it will all return to you......
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