Wasted

Another day just past by without me doing work... I just slacked and slacked and slacked. Probably because I was thinking about things. Personal things...... Gonna see that sonofabitch tomorrow. Really don't know why I could not tell he was such a bastard. My judgement is usually quite good... I helped him so much (ok, maybe not a lot but its quite a handful), now that he outshines me, I feel happy for him, or at least, I would, IF HE WERN'T SUCH A JACKASS. DotA was what brought us together. That was retarded. Now without DotA, its nothing much. Tried to help him out. Put in a lot of effort. Result? He improved greatly! He thanked a nobody and not me! HE FUCKING THANKED SOMEONE WHO HELPED HIM OUT FOR A FEW MINUTES AND NOT ME. He doesn't listen to me. Not as chairman, not even as friend. Makes me look like a fool. In short, HE HAS NO RESPECT FOR ME. I find him distracting during tuition. Backstab me like its nothing and later come back acting cool like it was nothing. HOW THE FUCK DOES ONE DO THAT? Summarise everything, disrespect. Now, he's doing better, I'm doing worse, I'm feeling sad but more of angry thanks to him, he doesn't give a shit. I see him once more than I have to every week thanks to me. Gosh, its wonderful isn't it?

To sonofabitch: If you are reading this and you seem suprised, it just shows that you really are a bastard. Still, I must thank you, thank you for making me realise she is not the one for me. If she was, you probably be dead by now. And no, reading this and changing yourself won't change anything. I am sure the pain you inflicted on me did not cloud my judgement. I did not listen to my parents when they told me not to get too close to you and I got my just desserts. I simply hate you and we are through.