THE TRUTH FUCKING HURTS! FUCK!

Sigh... Fucking truth... I think I understand... Its my thinking... My thinking influences my attitude, my actions. Everything I received, was really what I deserved... I WAS A FUCKING PRICK! SORRY EVERYONE! And I know I was a prick... Because that attitude came from my MOTHER! LIKE WTF. I always thought she was... Expecting perfection in everything so her life would be easier... now I'M LIKE THAT. HOW DO I EXPECT PEOPLE TO FEEL GOOD NEAR ME? Someone told me to seek professional advice. I called him lame. I WAS SO FUCKING WRONG! I don't want to talk to professionals. I HAVE TO. Don't know wether to laugh or cry...