New fun life? WRONG TIME?

So you all know I got into FSD. Quite good news. Also, I got my hands on Dawn of War: Dark Crusade. AWESOME GAME! Got me hooked. Bad things? Well, there are always bad things and all good things seem bad. So, I got addicted to DoW like, 4 DAYS BEFORE THE COMMON TEST? Screwed for this year, I feel. Also, FSD slightly reduced the studying time I have left. Not to mention a lot of undone SPA homework. Still, I do have some good news. Forgotten my crush (for now at least, don't know if it will come back). One less thing to worry about. Since common test is coming, I will have somewhat less work to do, but of course, I will study more. Still, Work>Study. In a way, its less pressure.

About that sonofabitch, people are starting to say that its my fault we "broke up". I sat down and thought, "Is it really my fault?" Result: Not at all. Even if it were a misunderstanding, this made me realise that me and sonofabitch have nothing much in common. He uses me, makes me feel bad and feel happy about it, never really liked him. So even if it was really me fault, I DON'T CARE! GOOD CHANCE TO LEAVE HIM.

Anger, well, keeping that in check. Just that I lost control once today, when the stupid NPCC Cadets simply refused to listen to me, BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID MANGA. Feel so sorry for them. Never really liked manga, or anime. Waste of time. Its like a cartoon series, only FUCKING LONG AND FUCKING MATURE. Wastes a lot of time like I mentioned, but what most people don't realise, is that it wastes a great deal of energy. And you aren't really doing anything, just staring at a screen. Slows your brain, makes you lazy and inactive, fills your head with delusional thoughts. This is why the I wanted to break away from it. Any one of you who come across this blog by luck and reads this, good for you. Wake up and manga.